nothing left to say

A twisted knot upon my soul
An evil grip that wont let go
So much pain circles around
So many screams with out a sound
Argument’s range by day
So much anger and pain
I feel lost with no where to go
I feel so lost without a home
I thought this day was suppose to bring joy
But instead with my emotions it toys
I want to smile but your not here
So all I have left are these tears
Everyone here argues everyday
I never know what to say
Why cant I feel the joy of this time
Why cant you just be alive
And why cant the world just get along
Instead of everything just going wrong
Its not suppose to be this way
With all this anger and this pain
But I have nothing left to say
Other then what’s with this holiday