to my fiance avery mcdonald

sometimes i have the anger deep within my soul
sometimes i dont know where it all goes
but now i found a way
to release it in one day
i talk and talk until it is all out
even if i feel the need to shout
and now i must say
i feel better then i did yesterday
thanks to my lovelt fiance
for helping me make head way
on getting all my feelings out
i thank him everyday escepicially right now.

depression

ok so my depression is starting to get to me so i thought i would blog about it. the day my mom passed away is starting to come up and i miss her very much i know she is in a better place but it still gets me down, that may be normal but still how do i shake this depression?

the drama of billie and avery part 7

well we got moved in to our new place and it is really nice only one down fall the shower is really small but i can just put a little chair in it and it should be fine.

tune in for more of the drama of billie and avery

oklahoma girl
billie

i give thanks

In the mist of the day
I bow my head and prey
To the lord up above
Thanking him for his love
He has helped me many times
Even cleared the tears I cried
So to the lord I give my thanks
Each and everyday

the drama of billie and avery part 5

well we got the place and everything seems to be going real great, and my credit was good so i was able to turn on the electric no problem along with some other things. so it looks like everything is going good so tune in for more episodes of the drama of billie and avery.

oklahoma girl
billie

dear avery

I've been thinking about our life, and how you make everything feel alright. The way you make me feel, from my head to my toes. te way you make my heart just go and go.

i feel a thumo here and a thump there, i feel the love raidiating everywhere. from my head to my toes to my kness and my thighs. baby your love makes me feel high.

its like im flying high in the clouds, and the sound of music plays so loud. louder then a band practicing for days. on there song with the message they play.


a message that speaks to my mind and soul, with a feeling of love that makes me whole. i'll hold on tight and never let go, as out love just continues to flow.

flow like a river with ripples in the tide, oh my sweet love for you i could never hide.

a new mom

you took me in
when i was alone
you gave me hope
you gave me a home

my mind was tortured
with the pain of loss
but you filled my heart
with joy at no cost

with you
i have a mom again
joyful tears and words
where to begin

you feel my life with hope
instead of dispair
in a way i've never
seen anyone care

so thankyou for
giving me a mom again
my sincere gratitude and love
will never end