dont give up

enlighten my body
enlighten my soul
bring reality
bring me home
take care of my heart
take care of me
help me find
and fulfil what i need

take my hand
take my heart
from my side
please dont part
hold me close
hold me tight
dont give up
on this fight

keep the hope
keep the light
know your heart
know your mine
this will work out
i promise you that
so dont give up
cause thats a fact

the drama of billie and avery part 3

well just a heads up it looks like were going to get into whispering pines so everything is starting to look good hopefull everything works out and we will have evough money for food to las the month.

tune in to more of the drama of billie and avery
oklahoma girl
billie

home depot

A man and his wife went to Home Depot to buy fertilizer for their yard. The wife went to ask there store manager where it was and left the man by the gardening tools. "how does this look for our yard, honey," the husband said holding a tool. "Dammit Steve, we just came here for fertilizer. Why are men so attracted to hoes?"

i found it

the air was once just something i just breathed in
but now it so much more then it was then
and the sun was just a sun
and now its brighter then it was
evrything hasas more beauty then it ever has
i can feel the warmth from the soul to my hands
everything use to seem so dullfrom what i can tell
but its changed so beautifully sense i fell
i use to say soulmates dont exsist
and from love i use to resist
but eversense i met you
i know that love is true
and no matter what they say
you are my soulmate in every way

now and then

a silent darkness clouded my life
and nothing in ti seemed to go right
loved ones dieing and being taken away
to the alful things i did each day
drugs and partiing seemed to be all i did
back then i was a troubled kid
but then something trumatic changed my life
that was worse then being stabbed with a knife
i lost my mom my very best friend
from the life of drugs her llife did end
i saw then how i was wassting precious time
druging and boozing away my life
and though it took awhile to see
i stopped doing the very thing that was killing me
i miss my mom all the time
it was a very important lesson she left behind
to keep on living you must be aliveand your not living by doing drugs all the time

my mom was everything she was my best friend
and for her i will keep on living till the very end

thoughts

i often think why do we do the things we do like over shop you over spend?
and why does life come att you so fast you dont even see it coming like your place cathing on fire a close relative dieing loseing a child or having to start all over all the time?

why do all these things happen?

is ie just to help us learn and grow or is there a deeper meaning behind them?

oklahoma girl
billie

memories 2

you ever have these flashing memories that pass through your mind about your childhood and it makes you wonder why things change. i do why do people grow apart and why must people die a question i often ask myself.

oklahoma girl
billie