the drama of billie and avery part 2

well todaywas a long day whhile still on a search hunt for the better apartment we had to move all our stuff out of our old one before 2 today unfortunatly we wasnt able to get our funiture out do to the long 3 flight oof stairs cause of course there elevator just had to be broken..... well thats it for today please tune in for more drama of billie and avery

to be continued.....

oklahoma girl
billie

hello

never meant to hurt you but i know i did knocking on the door baby something gotta give chasing all these men thats how we rappers live i know i did alot of things that you cant for giverebecca.steavens: i was so weak when i shoulda been strong i was on the road and you were home alone in the back of my mind i knew it was all wrong its bonnie and clide just you and me for now onrebecca.steavens: i never been faithful before in my life didnt understand the words husband and wife every time i cheated on you it cut like a knife im so ashamed i could take my own liferebecca.steavens: trying to keep my image up i lied and hid ya had to be a rapper couldnt be seen with ya you use to call me late night cause you really miss me

broken

have you ever felt so broken you didnt think anything would make you feel good again. thats how i felt 3 years ago after my mother died, i didnt think anything would ever take the pain away. The pain felt never ending and sometimes still does, so believe me when i say i have been there and alot of the times i still am. so if your wondering if it stops it dont but it does get more manegible, i wouldnt say better but deffinatly more managible. its even more managible when you have people there for you witch i really didnt until i met my husband avery. so to all of you going through any kind of pain like this i hope it gets somewhat better for you some how and i am here if you need someone to talk to.

oklahoma girl

billie

life and keeping in touch

sometimes i wonder why certian things happen in our life.
you know like constantly heing the ones we love just keep watching the ones we love fade away. or pull away from us and barely keep in touch any more. i mean whatever happen to people staying in touch any more. I wonder as we all get older does everyone loose contact with the ones they love or do we just stop making the time for them any more.

oklahoma girl
billie

My avery

i love the way he makes me smile
and fills my world with bliss
i love the way he holds me
and the way we kiss

the sweet nothings he whispers
in my ear and the sweet way he
comforts away my fears

he is the air i breath in
and the song i sing within
he is everything to me and more
he is my amore

i love my sweet avery
he makes me feel whole
and no matter where we are
he is my home

what boredom will do to you

you can have whatever you like
just tell me what to spike
ill take you for a ride
baby lets go get high

dont mind me just writeing this cause i am bored

memories

a single moment in time
when you held me as i cried
a few lasting tears
sheltering me from my fears
lullbys sang to me so sweet
comforting advive when you speak
oh the way you made me feel
how those times was so real
and now i cry as i long for your touch
i miss feeling your warmth and love
oh dear mommy how i miss you so
i wish you could come hme

dear obama

the fog of the world ways thick
and the economy makes me sick
we got people praying for some way out
and people inside screaming as we shout
but todays a new day
and maybe this will al change
now that we have obama in the reins
\but so many promises were broken in the past
so will this hopeful future really last
i pray for the economy to come back up
and for the system to not be corupt
so come on obama, be the light at the end of this dark tunnel
and pour freedom back in that funnel

the drama of billie and avery

first me and avery finally get our own place at a place called chickasha hotel and apartments but then in our first month the apartment bulding catches on fire and we have to get out. hopeing that the place would be fixed soon we then find out they had to shut it down so it was back to square one and now were trying to get into a place called whispering pine hopefull this all works out so please wish us luck and tune iin for more blogs on the drama of billie and avery.